ohhh yes, the wonderful joys that life brings when you are a woman, well girl. no, too degrading. FEMALE in your teens. especially the ripe age of 16. typically of course, you have the gift ? no. CURSE of having ovaries that think your ready for popping babies, so the inevitable period trundling along, bearing promises of pain, misery, and emotional torture as you spend 4 days in agony begging for nurofen and sleep. at least, thats what i have anyway.. sometimes guys don't realise JUST how lucky they are..
so yes, i have been intruded upon by the monthly painters, who never seem to change the colour which is a bit sad, it could really brighten things up with some variety.. but they never listen to we creative minds.
so yes, agony, nurofen and a thumping headache all day while braving the wind and rain that is British summertime. braving that and C's tales of Iceland, which all sound pretty cool to be fair, and the blind walking down the road.. that was fun :D until i found myself almost wandering into a lampost, which could have been painful and problematic, so i quickly righted myself and decided not to be blind..
away from the goriness that is a womans.. natural redecoration, Cameron has introduced me to the immense music that Royworld produces.. they are uber amazing and i loveee them, especially Brakes. that is such a good song (: in fact, i love them sooo much, that they are going to wiggle onto my ipod sometime soon. annd, as he gave me enlightenment to an artist i can very well see myself following whole heartedly, i returned the favour and gave him the gift of listening to Hinder. if you haven't heard of them, or listened to them you should be ashamed and look them up on youtube right away. the best song, in my opinion, is Loaded and Alone. listen and learn.
one of my exs was talking to me actually today.. he's in san francisco :| unbelievably jealous to be fair, it's been raining again.. i don't mind, unless i'm out in it and i see someone i know, who, in fairness, is pretty hot and i haven't seen him for ages so i looked an absolute tard crossed between a drowned ginger person trotting along with C. what larks ! in face i managed to have two exs talking to me today.. both wanting effectively the same thing.. creepy or just something to do with how my eyes look on my new display photo on msn. guys think very oddly sometimes.
in fact, J sent me a text as i was scurrying home with an urgent desire for the loo, saying that he felt lonely ): i made the mistake of stopping and looking sad, then remembered my bladder and practically ran home.. and yes, i did make it. but i just wanted to hug the darn lesbian, as much as i take the piss out of him and call him an egotistic maniac, i do love the retard and i hate it when any of my close friends are feeling lonely and down, it makes me sad and want to hug them 'till they're near suffocation..
unfortunately, J wasn't the only one feeling a tad down today, CMB was also rather mizz which is a shame, he may be obsessed with the state of his fingernails, but still, he means alot. it's just a matter that he's in London and although i'm going down on friday *does dance* i won't be seeing him or J, so i don't have an opportunity to hug either, so i can only offer virtual until august in effect.. which does suck a tad but i can't really do anything about it :\
but anyway, i managed to trip over a dog today :D completely by accident i might add, as J thinks i'm some sort of evil dog beater who kicks them downstairs.. he has me mistaken with me "father." not only did i trip over a dog, i also recieved a heart attack when i went to the bathroom and found two spiders. fuddly and duddly. fuddly being the mom, duddly being the.. son ? animals have had a habit of molesting me (C's dogs) or scaring me, or basically being there when i didn't expect them to be.. ahh, i am so spacially aware :D
anyway, J and CA demand my attention on msn, so i fear i must leave you to whatever the hell you were doing before you decided to read my pointless post
toodle pip mon amis
x
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